Recently, I wrote a blog post about nutrition issues I’ve had. To elaborate a little further, I decided to get support and guidance from a healthcare provider to help me with a couple of these health concerns. During my first appointment, through a variety of testing, the healthcare provider told me that my body was unable to effectively absorb nutrition from food. I left the appointment wondering if the change in diet and recommended supplements would be enough to help. We set up a second appointment for three days later for retesting and to go over recommendations.
That night, I had a conversation with a dear friend that triggered emotional trauma I had been experiencing for lifetimes and most recently, throughout the past couple of years. I went to bed thinking about it and woke up in the middle of the night dreaming about it. I decided to finally face it!
I laid in bed, closed my eyes and put a blank whiteboard in front of my minds’ eye. I asked myself, ‘where do I feel these feelings of pain and loss?’ I felt them in my solar plexus, not my heart. This led me to ponder the idea that these feelings are fear-based as opposed to love-based. I went deeper and asked myself more questions like, ‘why am I struggling to release this?’ I looked at the situation playing out on the whiteboard, feelings and all, facing it and looking at it more, feeling it intensely, all the while asking more questions and waiting to truly feel and know the answers.
I did an Akashic Record reading for myself, explored the initiating circumstance that led to the most recent dynamic. I had a profound breakthrough. I had woken up at 2 am and did not go back to sleep. This process took a while but I was ready and it was time. I was able to release lifetimes of fear, pain, loss and suffering. The entire process of release had been going on for several months and that night, it reached its tipping point. I realised that due to these fears, I was not allowing myself to be nourished on an emotional level, and consequently, on a physical level.
A day or two later I went back for my second appointment. The healthcare provider re-tested me and lo and behold, the issue that was causing my body to not effectively absorb nutrition from food was no longer an issue. The provider said that she has never seen anything like this before. She retested one last time just to make sure, and sure enough, the issue was no longer an issue.
The emotions we hold on to, affect our physical bodies. Often times, seeing a healthcare provider is very important and it’s only part of the holistic solution. It’s important to work on the emotional stuff holding us back in conjunction with the physical part. Sometimes seeing a talk-therapist or energy healer is a good option and sometimes doing an Akashic Record reading might be the right choice, if it resonates. Any modality that gets to the core emotional issue resulting in the physical condition could be a potential option, as long as the practitioner and modality both resonate with you. Often, if we simply try dealing with the physical manifestation of the issue, it’s dealing with the symptom only, rather than dealing with the cause and the symptom.
Through releasing the toxic emotional stuff I was holding on to, my physical body was able to heal and release the resulting physical manifestation of it.
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